Whine City

So if you've come here for intelligent, clever, uplifting chatter...

Keep moving.

I'm not going to make it.  Now don't go contacting some international po po to locate my house and bust the door down to prevent me from offing myself.  I would never do that...well, I think I wouldn't.

But sometimes it looks promising.

I am really screwed.  Negative, negative, NEGATIVE.  Don't let her get under your skin.  Don't let her get into your head.  Says my therapist.  Says my kids.  UUUGGGGHHH!!!!!!!  They don't have to live her.

I calmly tried to have the talk about her maybe going into an independent living community  but the  bottom line is she is too cheap, too selfish, and too hermit like to even try and have a decent rest of her life.  She has the means.  Sadly what she lacks is the wherewithall.

No, she rather sit and bitch, night after night after NIGHT AFTER NIGHT AFTER FUCKING NIGHT!!!!!!

I gotta get out of here.  I have to leave.  I AM ISOLATED AND THAT IS NOT GOOD FOR ME.  I don't want to do a Carrie Fisher and  croak off when I'm only 60!!!!  The stress is KILLING ME.

I have no one to talk with...I even texted 'the crush' today.  Certainly not to talk about anything in particular but just to comment on a post of his on FB.

NOTHING.

WHAT THE FUCK?????????????????????????????????

Come on...toss me a bone will YOU PLEASE!!!!!!  At least respond 'haha'.  Let me know that you at least got it and fucking looked at it for a half a second.

UGH...just forget it.

NOBODY GIVES A SHIT... NOT ONE LITTLE SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tired of being EVERYTHING TO EVERY FUCKING BODY...

Because basically you give your self fucking totally away and have nothing left.

N-O-T-H-I-N-G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!