Unsocial Media

Been trying to stay away from Facebook lately; hasn't worked. I go on it every damn day.  I haven't been posting, just stalking.

My reason for trying to take a break? A little bit of this, a little bit of that. And my ex is on it ALL THE TIME.  Jeez, he just posts and posts.  Pictures.  Feel good quotes (What?  Is he trying to convince himself?  He was always such a Donnie Downer).  And quotes about bad things happening and loyalty.  Gee...I wonder...He's not a FB friend of mine though he REPEATEDLY asks to be.  Nope.  That's just not kosher right now.  Maybe down the road...waaaay down the road.  He can see my profile pic and Cover pic.  As a matter of fact, I noticed that a 'share' was noted on my profile pic...so I followed the 'share'.  Yep.  Ex had it posted to his wall.  Arrgh...

Anyway everyone seems a bit 'meh' right now on FB.  Maybe they're all out enjoying the glorious fall weather.  Hope so.  Hope everything is OK with everyone.  Or maybe they actually have a life.  As I have written in prior posts, I feel the need to connect in real life more.  Somehow sitting alone in my house with my laptop on my lap is not as appealing as having someone next to me on the sofa.  And, while I am over the moon at my connecting with old friends, I recognize I need to check in more with the ones who do the day-to-day with me.

Anyway, truth be told, I am still smarting from that not so subtle snark about me 'chasing my past'. Jeez...is that really anyone's business but mine?

Oh well, I always thought FB was the BIGGEST Christmas letter in the world.

So I'll let you know how it goes.  I have two Halloween parties this week.  Let's see if I actually go to them...or will I make an excuse and not have a costume... or be too tired...and not go.

I also need to get back to exercising.  I am porking out a bit and I need to get a handle on this.  Stress and stress eating.  And Cortisol.  The damn Cortisol.

Starting tomorrow - more exercising, less FB.  More water, less booze.  More veggies, less ice cream.